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lying on my floor listening to sad music really doesn’t help my mood makes me cry harder but i still do it stupid me stupid moods stupid emotions real life hurts because he’s not always with me and it’s easy to forget that we’re in different phases of life when he’s with me i forget that we live apart and have different schedules and different everything and now i’m rambling because it’s late at night and i’ve wasted over an hour waiting for someone, amyone, to talk to me, to remind me that i’m not alone and i’m not as lonely as i feel right now but oh how it hurts the future is so scary. i know what i want but i’m scared it won’t happen and i don’t know what i’ll do. people are slowly drifting from me, and i am replacing them while i hold onto one sided friendships and i don’t like it frick man, this isn’t fun. i’m freezing cold and i’m not doing anything about it. i...