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what would you do?

 staring into his eyes, yesterday,
so clear and beautiful
he smiled 
grinning at me 
chest moving up and down in time
to a silent poem
his eyes were clear, oh,
they were so lovely

it made me absolutely sure
that i want to make him feel 
just like that
every day of my life

 want to give him my future, because
he deserves it
the man with the 
clearest
bluest
eyes

 --1.20.20

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