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"narcissistic." 
"selfish."
"you're only thinking about you."

oh, i'm sorry.

can you not hear the lack of emotion in my voice?

i've come to terms with how i look and 

the fact that it's not going to change.

i'm going about this rationally,

logically.

and you have the nerve to say i'm being narcissistic?

look at my face.

do i look like i'm having a bad day?

do i look like i'm having a pity party?

no. 

because these are facts. and i have accepted them.

i thought that by doing that, it would help me.

and it has, mostly.

but apparently it's not enough for you.

"keep your options open."

"you're limiting yourself."

"why do you have your sights set already? you have so much time before you choose."

"look around at all of them. shouldn't you zoom out a little?"

you seem to think that 

all the boys should be tripping on their shoelaces to get to me, yet

when the first one falls for me, you say--

"oh, well, not yet."

narcissistic?

i'm confused!

i don't understand!

how does this fit together?

none of this makes sense!

why don't you make any sense?

--12.5.1