scrolling back on my own facebook page i saw you there you were having fun with me beside me all smiles and giggles us we used to be so close you know everything about me my darkest secrets my fears my anxiety the way i don't trust my Lord like i should you know that i used to have trouble sleeping know that i work hard never stopping sometimes hurting myself and then earlier this year you changed we changed everything changed in a moment one text, a response i don't know what went wrong and you're gone your footprint is gone i can't find you anywhere your sisters my sisters i watched them grow up, knit one of them a hat when she was born what happened to us? what made you leave me? and now i can't trust anyone while i'm here i could open up make myself vulnerable, tell a couple people what i told you, maybe find a friend. but you've made me distrust because i've realized no matter how much you love someone--